Im Home...but knowing without a doubt that it is temporary and a stepping stone. Since the trauma of my divorce I have been a little scattered when I think of the call on my life...but I am seeing more clearly now:) I knew I was supposed to pursue getting my RN --and it was affirmation when I was accepted into the RN program but I have still been saying "What are You up to God?". I know that I must get through this season of my life in order to fulfill the plan of God for me and it makes me excited! Honduras showed me that I can use my degree to reach ppl who are sick and in need and all the while share the Gospel...PRAISE HIM! Thank you for your prayers for me and for our group.
We got home at about 11 last night...it felt incredible to sleep in my bed. I have taken it easy today as I have a cold and I have just wanted to use the day to reflect. I miss the kids at the oprhanage in San Pedro. On the last day we met with Frances and I was able to hear the story of a lot of the children and why they had come to the orphanage. I was inspired by them from the first day I spent time with them but after I heard what they had been through and saw how joyful they are with the smallest of things-- I am humbled. Before I met God in my struggles I would have said, "why God?" when thinking about the kids...but now I know that it is all for His glory! How He loves us so!! And...we can fully trust that no matter what this season of our life looks like or feels like :)
The trip was not easy. There were times ( a lot of times) when it was stinkin' hard but it was so worth it. You can't ever really put a price tag on something that changes the way you look at things and makes your heart soft...now thats the glory of the Gospel:)
Please pray for me as I get through the next 20 months. I have to keep my goal in sight at all times...and I may need you to remind me of it if I get down and out. I want to wait on the Lord and wait in faith. I keep hearing the words to that song "While Im Waiting"...
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve You while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting
I will serve you while I'm waiting
I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord
Love you guys!
It is good to be home...for a season
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